Heer's pov

slightly mature

the second the door closes he pinned  me against it , his body pressing against mine, his hands gripping my hips tightly, he finally had me alone with him  and I can feel his hunger for me growing stronger and stronger, his mouth going straight your neck, kissing and biting it

he let out a low, satisfied growl against my neck, his hands starting to roam across my body , just like they were made for it , touching me, grabbing me, feeling all of my curves, his mouth kissing and biting my neck, hungry for the taste and feel of my skin again

kiss me baby

he let out a low growl hearing me demand him to kiss me, his hands gripping my hips tighter as he lean back up and look into my eyes for a second before he answered me

Say please.

please kiss me baby

his eyes darken further at hearing the word please in my voice, he take in my face, seeing me beg for his kiss, he spoke in a low, gravely voice, unable to keep it back any more

Anything for my good girl.

yes your good girl only yours no one else's

Damn right you are..... You're all mine, sweetheart, and you only belong to me.........

he lean down again and press his lips against mine finally, immediately taking my mouth in a bruising, passionate kiss, his tongue immediately demanding an entrance, his hands grabbing onto my hips again, pulling my body up against him.

he press me against the door again, his tongue immediately enters my mouth, claiming my lips and tongue in a deep, passionate kiss, his body pressed hard against mine, his hands grabbing my  hips and holding me tight, his body starting to get that familiar hunger for me .

I can feel his hunger grow every passing second as our tongues start to dance together, his hands starting to travel across my body again, touching and grabbing me all over, his tongue exploring the inside of my mouth, wanting to taste all of me , wanting all of me.

my tongue start to explore the inside of his mouth and a low moan escapes his lips, his tongue tangles with mine and I feel my stomach start to twist, his hands roaming over my body, wanting as close to me as possible, wanting to taste me, feeling needy for me.

he  moan in my mouth and the sound goes straight to my stomach, twisting it even more, his hands grip my hips tighter and he start to slowly grind against me, wanting me even closer than we already are, his tongue still in my mouth, wanting as much of my taste as he can get

he felt my body getting more and more needy for him as he keep grinding against me, he can't help but feel a sense of satisfaction at how turned on I was for him , his hands slowly move down my hips and go to my bare thighs, he speak against my lips

"So needy for me, aren't you, baby?"

"yes yes very much Anhad"

I feel a smirk form on his lips, a low chuckle escaping his throat as he hear me answer him, his hands slowly start to move up and down on my thighs, his lips still against mine.

"Mmm... You're so needy sweetheart... You're driving me crazy heeri..."

 I feel his hands move up and down my thighs, making my body feel on fire, needing more than just his hands against my skin, I moan into his mouth again, unable to keep the sounds back, I speak against his lips

"Please.... Baby.... I need more.... I need you Anhad...."

He hear me speaking against his lips, hearing me say "I need more" in that needy voice, I can feel his control slipping, he start to slowly drag his hands further up my thighs, towards my hips

"Mmm... More... You're going to get more... You're gonna get all of me heeri.. only you......"

I feel his hands slowly drag further up my thighs, going higher, closer to where I need his touch the most, I feel a shiver go down my spine and I let out a long shaky breath, my body on fire for  his touch, I speak desperately against his lips again

"Please... Baby... Please... I need you.... I need more Anhad......"

he hear the shiver in my voice, that long breath I let out and the words "I need you" falling from my  lips again, he hear the desperation in my voice, and my mind starts filling with all the images of what he would want to do with me, He speak against  my lips in a low, dark voice

"Say the word sweetheart.... Say please again.... And you'll have me... come on heeri say it .. not that difficult yk.."

my body shudders at hearing that dark lusty voice against my lips, the images in my head already driving me crazy, I know what he want me to say in order for him to completely lose control, for me to get what I want, I speak against his lips in a needy voice once more

"Please.... Baby... Please.... Please Anhad"...

the word please in my needy voice was all it took to completely snap his control, he growl against my lips, feeling himself start to fully lose control at hearing me say that, speaking his words in a dark, commanding voice

"That's what I wanted to hear sweetheart... Those pretty little words falling from those beautiful lips.... Now you're going to have me.... All of me...."

a shiver goes down my spine when I hear his growl, his commanding voice, demanding words, my body feels like it's on fire, the words "now you're going to have me.... All of me" making me shiver even more, I let out a low, shaky breath and answer him in a desperate voice

"God I want you so badly Anhad...."

he grin against my lips as he hear the desperation in my voice, he move his hands further up my thighs, his fingers grabbing onto my hips tighter

"You're so desperate for me.... I know you want me.... I know you can't wait any longer."

a shiver goes down my spine again as his fingers grab my hips, I speak in a needy, desperate voice, unable to keep the sounds back any longer

"God I can't.... I can't wait any longer.... I need you so badly.... You're driving me insane Anhad..."

he keep grinning against my lips, the sound of my voice desperate and needy for him, begging for him, is driving him even more crazy, he start to slowly grind against me, his body too aching   for me.

"You're so cute when you're this needy for me.... It's making me insane...."

I feel him start to grind against me, I let out a moan against his lips, unable to keep it back, as I feel his need for me against my body, I started  to shake, needing him more and more with each passing minute, I moan again, speaking desperately

"Anhad please.... I need to feel you...."

he keep grinding against me, feeling me shake in his hands, listening to those needy moans falling from my lips, the way I was all desperate for him, it was  driving him crazy, he grab onto my hips and pick me up, pinning my body against the door

I feel him pick me up, and my legs quickly wrap around his waist, keeping me up against him as he pin me to the door, I cling onto you, my arms going around his neck and my body starts to shiver as I feel his body press against me

he press me against the door, me legs wrapped tight around his waist, my legs pulling him closer, he can feel my body shaking, in need of him, he keep grinding against me as he keep pressing me against it

"Heeri your body feels so good sweetheart....."

I moan louder as he grind against me, my body begging for more

"Anhad ... you feel so good.... Please....Anhad I need you.... More.... Please...."

I hear my moans getting louder as he keep grinding against me, feeling my body begging him for more, he can't resist, I want him to give you more, more of everything, he growl against my lips

"What do you need sweetheart? Tell me.... Say it and you'll get it...."

I keep moaning against his lips, losing my mind from the sensations and pleasure he was giving me, I can hardly get the words out of my mouth but I try anyway

"I...I need.... I need more.... Anhad I need more.... Please.... Please.... Baby.... Please....."

I hear myself practically begging into his mouth, needing more than just friction, he need me as much as I need him, he spoke against my lips in a dark, low, demanding voice

"More of what sweetheart? Say it..... I need to hear you say it......"

I feel my mind almost go crazy from his voice, I know what he want to hear, what he was demanding to hear from me, I speak in a needy, desperate voice

"I need more of you.... Please.... I need you so bad.... I'm aching for you... I need to feel you... Please.... Please...."

a low growl escapes me as he hear the words "I need you so bad" and "I'm aching for you" fall from my lips, I need him so badly, I ache for him, just like he aches for me, it only makes my desire to take whatever he have to give more grow stronger

"You want to feel me sweetheart?"

I feel my stomach twist as I hear the growl in his voice, I keep shaking, my body needing him so badly, I need to feel him inside me, I speak desperately against his lips

"fuck  yes.... I need to feel you so badly... Please.... Please.... I ache for you.... I'm aching for you so badly..."

I take in my voice, filled with so much need, I can hear the desperation, I was aching for him, and he aches to give me what I need, he speak in a dark, demanding voice

"You're aching for me sweetheart? Beg for it.... Beg for me...."

I hear his demanding voice, needing me to beg for him, for what I need, I know I have to beg, I know he'll give me what I need only if I beg, I look up at him and my voice is so desperate as I start to speak

"Please baby.... Please.... I need you so badly.... I ache to feel you.... I'm aching to feel you.... Please baby..... Please....Anhad"

he listen to my voice as I keep begging for him, I feel myself shaking in his hands, aching to feel him, and I feel him getting more hungry for me, more thirsty for me, he listen to me beg him to give me more, begging him to give me everything I want

"Please what sweetheart? You'll have to be more specific.... Say the words.... Say them and I'll give you what you need...."

I shake even more in his hands as I hear the words "be more specific" in his voice, I take a shaky breath, before I speak in a desperate voice, letting him hear what I need so badly

"Please...... I need you inside me.... I need you all over me.... I need you so bad it's driving me insane...... I ache to feel you.... I need to feel you so badly......"

he listen to my voice, the words "I need you inside me" falling from my lips, I can bet he heard the ache in my voice, the need in my words, I can feel myself growing more and more desperate for him, his body aching for me too, his own self barely keeping in control

"Mmm sweetheart..... You want me to give you what you're begging for?"

I shiver as I hear the dark, needy tone in his voice, I know he was also aching for me just as badly as I'm aching for him, I keep shaking in his hands, my body needing him so badly I can't stand it, and I speak in voice that's so desperate for him.

"fuck yes..... I need you in me.... I don't want to beg anymore.... I need you right now.... Please... Anhad..."

I  can feel his self control slowly start to snap, slipping away, the more he hear the words "I need you, I ache for you" from he lips, I feel my body shaking in his hands more and more, he can just about hold myself back, waiting to hear me say it one, last, time

"One more time sweetheart.... Say please one more time..."

I feel my body start to shiver even more, the need for him growing stronger with each passing second, he was asking me to say please again, and the only word that comes to mind is "please" and I say it again, in an almost begging voice

"Please.... Baby.... Please give me what I need.... I need you so badly.... I ache for you Anhad...."

I feel him control slip completely, his  self control snaps when he heard the word "please", that one word is enough to drive him completely crazy, the aching, desperate tone in my voice is too much for him to handle, he growl against my lips and speak in a low, authoritative voice

"You're going to get what you want..... Now...."

I shiver as I  hear the growl against my lips, the low, dark tone of your voice, I know that means he was done holding back, I know that I've managed to drive him as insane as I feel for him, I can hardly think, I'm just so desperate for him, and I can't help but shiver again at the sound of his voice, and the words "you're going to get what you want" falling from his lips

I feel my body shiver against him , and I know I was completely gone in need for him, needing  him to give me what I want, just like I need to give you what he want, I keep me pinned to the door, speaking in a low, demanding voice again

"You want me badly don't you sweetheart?...... You ache for me right now...."

I felt so hot as he kept me pinned to the door, his hands gripping my hips tighter, I shiver again at his voice, I feel like I'm losing my mind from the words "you ache for me right now" I speak desperately, knowing that my need for him is growing more with each passing second

"fuck yes Anhad... I need you so bad.... I'm aching for you...."

I hear the words fall from my lips, I feel my hips shaking in his hands, I was so needy for him, so desperate, he speak in a dark, authoritative tone again

"Don't you worry, I'll give you what you need, that's a promise sweetheart..... Because I ache for you just as badly, more than you can imagine...."

I shiver at his words, my hips keep shaking with each breath I take, his voice had turned me into a shivering mess, I can feel my body aching to be held, aching to be touched by him, his need for me is just as strong as mine is, and words "I ache for you just as badly, more than you can imagine" drive me crazy

he hear the effect his voice has on me, how my hips keep shaking, my  body completely gone for him, aching for him to give me what I want, he spoke again, letting me know exactly what I feel

"Heer you're a mess..... You're falling apart underneath me..... All because of me.... You're completely gone for me right now....."

I shiver again, my body falling completely apart under him, the feeling of his body pressed up against my, his hands gripping my hips, him speaking so dark and dominating to me, I feel myself falling apart, I'm lost in him, in his hands and I would stay there forever

"Yes.... I'm falling apart for you... I'm completely gone for you.... All because of you and no one but you...."

"You're mine sweetheart.... Entirely mine.... All mine, and no one else's...."

I shiver as he speak, his possessive tone filling me with more need and want for him, I love the way he say I'm all his, and his alone, and I would never have it any other way

"Yes.... I'm only for you and only you.... I belong to you, and you only.... Forever yours...."

and he pulled my thighs harshly pulling me in a harsh and rough kiss tugging on my hair-

"Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

I was jolted awake ... I sat straight on the bed calming myself.

what the fuck 

and slowly things start to settle in my mind.. I was grasping on what I saw 

okay fuck me sideways for having wet dream about him when I gave him an almost heartbreak a few hours ago.

and also fuck me in the palm for thinking about how it felt so good

sucks to be you Heer Arora

I grab my phone from the side table and look at the time 

great fucking 4 am 

subah ka sapna 

arghhhhhhhhhh

waheguru ki kitta ae 

I clam myself down and lay down again to sleep

obviously after changing my pan-pan.. coz they were wet from ahm ahm

I woke up at 10 am again.. completed the bath and made my way downstairs wearing a black suit.

Anny always loves black and red on me- fuck what's wrong with you? what about that compatibility shit

I move to the dining table and saw all present there except one.

"Maithili maa kitna shant shant hai na aaj sab mtlb bilkul peaceful sa"

(maithili mumma today its so quiet in here.. like really peaceful)

I said moving to my empty seat beside which kiaan bhai sat and other was empty for anny-Anhad.

"haan haan kyu nhi beta jii aaj to aapko peaceful lagega hi mera baccha jo nhi h yaha.. bichara mera anny kl raat bhar office me kaam kr raha tha or subah bhi vahi se hi nikal gaya london emergency ke liye.. pata nahi mere munde ne kuch khaya vi hoga ya nahi"

(yes yes why not.. today you'll feel very peaceful because my child is not here.. poor anny worked whole night in the office and left for london in the morning from there only, god knows if he j=has eaten or not) 

mumma said coming in support of Anhad.

"hann thik h tera jo ye munda h na bohot vadda khota h khota.. sau vaari smjhaya hai maine ki kahi jao to pehle ghr se bhagwan ka aashirvaad leke jao lekin nhi.. aan de tu isee nhi maine isee punjab de pind vali maa di yaad nhi dilayi to mera naam bhi Maithili nahi"

(yes yes its ok but this poora child of your is very handful, I have made him understood so many times to not go on any trips like this without taking blessings od dieties but no does this boy listens? let him come and I'll tell him in a punjabi pind type of mom's way, if I didn't then I'll change my name)

Maithili maa said and the conversation shift to another topic and everyone was having their breakfast.

my face paled.. he gone to london without even telling me.. not even messaged me.. is that how his love? actually you know what fuck him..

I was drowsed in my thoughts when kiaan bhai brought me oput of my thoughts by lightly shaking me.

"heeri kuch hua h kya?"

(Heeri did something happened?)

he asked and I can't hold back I hugged him.

"heeri betaa breakfast khale phir baat krte hai okay?"

(Heeri child eat breakfast then we'll talk)

he said patting my head and I nodded.. did I tell you how much I love my bhai .. he is my life line love you bhaiyaaa.

as we finished the breakfast I got call from bharat .. I go to the garden to talk

"yess"

I said in my as usual chirpy voice

"ban mat zyada thik h smjh aajata hai mujhe kab tu pareshan hai smjh aayi baat? ab seedhe seedhe 12 baje Sunshine pohoch our usual spot fata fat"

(don't be oversmart okay.. I understand when you are troubled, did you undertsnad, now at 12 reach sunshine, our usual)

bharat said speaking like a bullet train he is

"bharat but its 11 "

I reasoned

"and I guess 1 hour is enough jis hisab se tu drive krti h uss hisab h 45 minutes m e yaha pohoch jayegi so fast"

(the way you drive you'll come here in 45 minutes .. now fast)

he hanged up on my face after saying my driving skills as riding a bullock cart

ye iska kuch karna padega**evil laugh** tera kya hoga kaliyaa I mean bharat.

Pr m to ab henry nhi hu m hu kallu kaliya- stop watching fucking instagram

I was about to move inside the house but was bumped with aaransh and kiaan bhai who encircled their hand around my shoulder caging me

"bhaiii don't you both think you'll suffocate me"

I said

"chup kar"

(shut up)

Kiaan bhai glared

"chal ab jaldi jldi bata kya hua"

(now tell fast what happened?)

Aaransh bhai said

I narrated them all the story from the point anhad confessed .. I told them everything.

obviously excluding the wet dream, do you think I'm mad?

"okay so you are saying you rejected him when he confessed because you don't find both of you compatible with each other"

Kiaan bhai said raising his one eyebrow thinking something 

I nodded

"and now you are saying you are feeling something"

Aaransh bhai said raising his one eyebrow

I nodded again

what's with people raising one eyebrow

you can't do it Heeri baby drop it- my subconscious mind like a bitch mocked me.. 

"Bullshit"

both Aaransh and Kiaan bhai said looking at me and I showed them my white pearls.

Aaransh bhai gave me a tight smile and grab my jaw as it made by lips puckered because of the fat muscles in my cheeks.

"Heeri you know what you fucked up big this time"

Aaransh bhai said giving me a too good to be true smile.

And when he left my jaw Kiaan bhai holds it the same.

"and I am not going to him for apologising on your behalf"

kiaan bhai said with the same smile

what;s with people fake smiling

now now my subconscious mind where are you I know you can't mock me I am expert in giving fake smiles in corona no one could understood if I am smiling at them or making 36 types of disgusted face looking at them , and second option is what I used to do.

where are you subconscious mind come mock me- shut up

here this bitch comes.

they Pull both of their hairs for squishing my cheeks like those smiley stress buster balls. but them being fat ran away.

calling them fat knowing they both hit gym 2 times a day- shut up

this time I shut my subconscious mind off and move to get ready because if I don't  get at sunshine at time then bharat will eat me and don't even burp.

I got ready, drove and reach there in 15 minutes

where is that pug faced rat who called my driving skills zilch

"peeche dekh or mujhe kosna band kar"

(look behind and stop cursing me)

I looked at him eating like a pig and you know what he was eating pasta the only thing the diva in me allows me to eat outside because I can eat it decently but here's this man who can't even eat this decently.. huhh I don't know in which time I met this man that I made him my bestfriend

"stop eating like a pig and bata kyu bulaya mujhe"

(and tell me why you called)

I asked with a disgusted place sitting at the tree carved bench.. our usual spot .. it was a beautiful tree house that we made by ourself and named it sunshine because at that time we were like teenagers 16 or something so we saw sunlight here comes early so we called it sunshine .. from then its our spot, where all our facade fades away and  we only remain ourselves.

"hmm zyadasydhdhyolkiaanjsgdj"

He said with his mouth full

"eat first dumbo"

I said and waited for him to eat his bite.

"Kiaan bhai ne bataya mujhe"

(kiaan bhai told me)

I smiled at the mens in my life all are their to do anything in their hands for my one smile kiaan and aaransh bhai and bharat and then there's anhad also who fights with me but loves me so-

I told bharat everything from starting to end

"you understand you fucked up"

bharat said raising one eyebrow

god how can they do this I feel so envious

"yes" I replied simply 

"then fucking talk to him when he comes"

he said 

"okay now don't shout please"

I said with puppy eyes and he rolled his eyes

"vaise baarish jaisa mausam ho raha h soch raha tha pakode khane chle khayegi?"

(the weather is really good lets go to eat fritters what say?)

he said and I looked at him with disgust

"abhi pasta chepa tune or abb pakode , stop eating like a pig bharat"

(just now you ate pasta now fritters)

I said 

"mai jaa raha hu"

(I am going)

he said getting up and I laughed as I succeeded in teasing him

"accha sun naa mai bhi chl rahi "

(okay listen I am coming too)

I said following him to the car.