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the herb dilemma

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Aathmika's Pov

It was midnight by now and he isn't here. I am feeling restless, where is he? 

mahadev please keep him safe and sound

The night went by me waiting but he didn't came, I didn't realize when I dozed off on the chair, and when I woke up I saw  him entering the chamber bruised.

I ran to him as he stumbled

"आप ठीक है? ये इतनी चोटें कैसे आयी? कहा थे आप अहिल? आपको पता भी है यहा हमारी जान निकले जा रही थी-"

I was going on and on when he put a finger on my lips to shut me up.

"हम ठीक है आत्मिका आप चिंता ना करे हम बस अपने सिपहियो के साथ हमारी राज्य रेखा टक गये थे पर एक डीएम से वहा डकैतो ने हमला कर दिया ओर इतना कोलाहल मच गया कि उसे शांत करने मे हमे समय लग गया ओर रही ये छोटी मोती चोटें तो आप है ना अपने अहिल के जख्मो पर मरहम नही लगायेंगी?"

I nodded at him in understanding and helped him to the bed 

"हम जल्दी से वैद्य जी से दावा लेके आते है तब तक आप आराम कीजिए"

I said looking at him settled in bed.

he nodded and I directly went to take medicine.

I reached there ,the darban did the announcement of me being there.

as I moved inside the chamber I was met with a sleepy vaidya jii I asked him for the medicine , he starts to search for it but there was no stock of it.

"रानी सा क्षमा चाहते है अभी हमारे पास वे औषधिया नही है जिसे वह दवाई वापिस बनायी जा सके"

the vaidya jii said , then after taking a pause

 "हाँ एक औषधि है किंतु.."

He stopped what he was saying, his face was mirroring hesitance

"हिचकीचाइये मत वैद्य जी खुलके बताईये आप क्या कहना चाहते है"

I said assuring him.

"umm.. rani sa I have one medicine that can cure rana ji's wounds but that medicine contains really strong herbs which can.. umm..   those medicine will boost up rana ji's desire..uh.. sexual desire .. to a certain level that he would not be able to be sane without doing it."

the vaidhya said taking pause in between clearly hesitant. I was red by now . I was ready to give him all I have , but this topic coming here like this made me really shy.

I told him to prepare the medicine and take them to our chamber.

I entered our chamber to see ranaji looking at some papers in his hand, I reached him.

"राणाजी  हम आपके लिए दवा  लाये है लेकिन पहले आप स्नान करें ताकि आपके शरीर से यह सारी गंदगी बह जाए"

he took the medicine I gave him.

I asked him to bath, while I was backfacing him and putting the  empty tray on the table, he backhugged me and nuzzeling into my neck.

"रानी सा क्यों न आप ही हमे नेहला दे"

he whispered huskily into my ears teasing my earlobe with his warm breaths.

"रणजी ये आप.."

I said breathing heavily , my chest was moving up and down with heavy bre

just his touch make me drown in the black night of pleasure adorned with stars and a moon

"अब ये मत कहियेगा कि हम क्या कर रहे है क्युकी आप तो जानती है आत्मिका कि हम आपसे प्रेम करते है तो बस अपना प्रेम जता रहे है "

He said turning me and looking into my eyes.

"you have all rights on me"

I replied breathlessly , hugging him, my face in the crook of his neck.

I felt him picking me up in a bridal style

"कहा"

I asked him where he was taking me to

" अब हमारे साथ साथ आप भी गंदी होगयी है रानी सा आपको भी स्नान की ज़रूरत है"

he replied making me flustered.

he put me down in the dressing room and asked me to change into bathing robe which was a cotton cloth from my chest to my mid thigh, that was its length. 

As I entered inside I saw his kurta was gone and he was sitting at the edge of the bathing area in the lioncloth.

"andar aajaiye Aathmika"

he called me in

I slowly yet hesitantly moved inside towards him.

just then he pulled me towards him by my waist

his hands were caressing my waist.

"A..Ahil I want to tell you something"

I said and his face mirrored confusion.. he signed me to continue.

"I went to vaidya jii  for asking medicine for you.. he didn't have that medicine but.."

I stopped abruptly while saying... contemplating whether to say it or not.

"say it rani sa don't hesitate"

Ahil said reassuring me

"he said that the medicine have.. herbs.. that will increase your desire.. um sexual desire and y..you wouldn't be sane without doing it "

I said lowering my eyes.

"A..Aathmika please go.. its not right for you to stay here"

He said shuttering a little

"wh..what happened Ahil"

I asked a bit unsure

"Aathmika I .. I am feeling hot.. its like my.. my body is not in my control .. please go"

He said 

no not happening I can't leave him alone in this condition.

"no"

I denied

"please Aathmika.. understand"

He pleaded

I move near him placing my hand on his shoulder.. continued my languid caressing on his bare shoulder.

"Ahil.. ham sukh dukh ke saathi hai.. aise aapko akele nahi chdenge"

I said 

"hame dar hai .. kahi ham aapko dard na pohocha de-"

he said but was interuppted by me

"nahi pohochayenge jante hai ham"

I reassured him 

I look into his eyes while slowly lifting the mug filled with water. 

I slowly emptied it on his head.

we were still looking in each other's eyes.

I look water making its path from his soft curls.. kissing his godly features.. dripping from his neck then his broad chest.. moving finally down by touching his abs.

I again looked in his eyes.. slowly lifting the bowl filled with multani mitti  with essential oils in it.

I took a good amount of paste and rub it on his neck.. slowly.. rubbing it.

"Aathmika.. you'll not regret right?"

he asked slowly

"never"

I replied

why will I? he is my husband.. who took me in when I was at my lowest.. he accepted me who wanted revenge.. he loved me even when I loved someone else.. the thought itself makes a hole in my heart.. a deep pang at the thought that someone who loved me having this much pain while I was having the time of my life.

I came out of my thoughts when he slightly pulled me by my waist.. his breaths ragged.. and body temperature was hot .. I tried soothing it by pouring water again but in turn it got both of us wet .

just then I felt him turning me .. my back was facing him.. when I tired to turn he tightened his grip.

"don't turn"

he whispered near my neck.. making me gasp

"wh..why"

I asked shuttering with the proximity.

"the cloth"

the two words were enough to make me aware what he was saying ..I peeked a little to see the cloth turned see through the cloth.. my dark brown nipples were poking the cloth.. making its existent evident.

my breath turned heavy when he kissed at the hollow of my neck.

"Aathmika.. you.. you are making me feel things.. dangerous things.. that I am scared.. I might actually do the things that I am thinking right now"

He said in my ear .. slowly.. huskily.. his breaths ragged as if he's controlling a hell lot.

"the feelings are terribly mutual rana sa- ahh"

I said but moaned at the end by feeling his kiss on the sensitive spot of my neck.. this encouraged him to do more.. and he start to work magic on my neck with his lips.. kissing softly his lips traced the length of my neck .. my mind went hazy when he took a little flesh of my neck and sucked on it

"ahhh"

I moaned loudly at the sensations.. his lips were working fire on my neck now.. sucking each pore of my neck as if he's starved.. craving for more.. more for my skin.

"Aathmika stop me now.. please"

he pleaded.. while still marking my neck..

"ahh wh..why do.. do you not want me?"

I asked controlling my moans.

"you don't even have a slightest idea of how much I want you but right now its.. its hazy.. my mind is clouded... I don't want us to make love in the influence of something"

he reasoned and I turned making him stop his aritistry.

I placed my fingers on his lips stopping him.

right he was right.. we shouldn't be  doing this right now.. its influence.. influence of the herb.

his green eyes looked hazy.. clouded with heavy desires..

I slowly hugged him nuzzeling my nose in the crook of his neck

"Calm down Ahil"

I caressed his back.

and after sometime being like that he was a bit aware now.. of his surrounding.. of everything..

he pulled away from the hug scooping a bit paste of multani mitti  

I looked at him confused.. but my confusion cleared when he said 

"take a bath Aathmika.. we came for that remember?"

he said a little teasy.

He turned me and pulled my hair to my another shoulder.

rubbing the paste from my neck to my arm

his movement were slow and purely sensual

slowly scrubbing he coated my hand with it .. he repeated the same process on the other hand.

he scooped a little bit of paste and starts moving his hand on the front area to his sight .. rubbed it.. making my breath quickened and I quickly turned and hugged him.. still breathing heavily.

he emptied a mug of water on both of us clearing the paste and then he picked me up with his one hand around my waist and another behind my knees.

all this while my face was hidden in his neck.

he entered the dressing room placing me softly on the couch and lightly caressing my cheeks

"look at me Aathmika"

He said pushing my chin upward to face him

I slowly lifted my eyes to look at him and as I did he slammed his lips on me.. kissing me .. softly slowly making me feel every bit of it.. I reciprocated the kiss.. he then pulled away .. touching our both foreheads.

"change and come quickly okay?"

he said and pecked my lips before leaving the dressing room.

I looked at myself in the mirror

freshly bathed skin.. swollen lips from his kiss.. and a bruised neck from his kisses? No, bites? Nope , love bites? hell yes

I quickly changed into a light pair for the comfort of night .. and tucked my one end of duppatta in the waistband and wrap other around my chest.

I move inside the main chamber to find him laying on the bed in his lioncloth .. ready to sleep.

"come Aathmika"

he called me and I softly smiled at him before laying at my side back facing him.

just then I felt his hand snaked around my waist pulling my pack to his chest.. nuzzeling his face in the crook of my neck .

"aapne kaha tha pacchtayengi nahi .. par aap to nazre chura rahi hai"

I turned and gave him a soft smile.. pulling him my neck making him hover me a little and lightly smooched his lips.

"lijiye.. nazre nahi chura rahe"

I said and he again move his face in the crook of my neck.

"good night love"

he said 

"good night my sunshine"

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